Here is a simple blog collecting images I've made of soft toys. A soft toybox, u could say, of sorts. Soft toys are strewn across the burning Earth; a BBC documentary on black gold recently* began by presenting a selection of such specimens declared 'Made of Oil'. Yes, they are (or might be). But, what do we attach to these imperfect objects? What beauty is bound up in their sad stitches? What affection must we save in the fight against global catastrophe? Beloved soft ghosts gather to vigil and dream. Praise be to my inspirations, Jane Hissey and Old Bear (www.janehissey.co.uk). Plz send photographs of soft-toy-models should they wish to sit for this sweet A3 assembly. Thank you, Good Luck. Gratitude to fairs.

Po-hems

John Nike Centre ice-sk8ing (7/5/23) -

We were listening
We were listening 



Athro Garden (7/5/23) -

We were listening 



Disco Cloud (7/5/23) -

I paid them with a pot of jam,
We were listening 



Rubies (7/5/23) -

We were listening 


Boat poem PhD class (4/3/23) -
 
We are asked to draw a boat:
     l
   <l
\______/
 
Criterias. The rubrics dictate thm, but u can cre8 thm.
 
To have drawn waves would have made a higher mark,
but nobody knew. It is my ambition to know, and wave.
 
We are making a grid. You have to say which is the best or not.
What's a good teacher in HE, asks the Dr-of-XYZ. The boxes are:
A teaching qualification
Good humour
A comprehensive knowledge of their subject
Research expertise
Enthusiasm for teaching
Accessibility
The ability to interact with students
Passion for their subject
Good communication skills.
 
Aren’t boats nice, when you make them.



*Bracknell News* Serving the community since 1959 MORNING BRIEFINGS 2022 (23/12/22) - 

What times your local supermarkets open and close today
How are you feeling after last night. Report places where
you felt unsafe, Thames Valley Police urge. Have YOU
spotted it? 'Boris lies' banner on M25 motorway bridge
leaves drivers 'amused'. POLL: Where is the worst place
to live in Berkshire? Borough's newest leisure centre,
library, spa, and gym is taking shape. Bracknell Nostalgia
- Sticking with 1990 - What was life like 32 years ago?
Bracknell's top five pubs - as rated by punters. M4 road
closures and diversions affecting Berkshire drivers this
weekend. Plan for huge 5G mast at Bracknell playing
fields refused. WATCH: Extinction Rebellion 
demonstrators warn of climate change along M4.
Syngenta launches consultation over plan to build huge
facility at Jealott's Hill. Good news as restaurant and
theme park receive five star food hygiene ratings. Look
inside the most popular house in Bracknell. Bracknell
Nostalgia - What was going on in the town and beyond
in 1984? Car crashes into Wokingham fish and chip shop.
Bracknell News Camera Club: Breath-taking views at
Frost Folly. Look inisde the £3.5 million Bracknell party
retreat. Live updates as crash stops traffic on M4. Met
Office weather warning for Sunday: Gale-force winds to
batter UK once again. Bracknell Nostalgia - What was
going on in the area back in 2001? Take your first look at
the new Bracknell Home Bargains. Bracknell town centre
169 flat towers plan and more decided. Home Bargain
opening TODAY in Bracknell. We tried the M&S pancake
day range and we flipped for it. Got an event you want to
promote? The cheapest places to get petrol in Berks right
now. Five best dessert shops in Bracknell Forest
(according to Trip Advisor). Got an event you want to
promote? New primary school forced to delay opening.
Traffic on M4 as lorry breaks down between Bracknell
and Maidenhead. McDonald's announces change to Happy
Meals range. POLL: Do you think the bandstand should
return? Mixed glass recycling scheme rolled out in
Bracknell. Bracknell man prepares for half marathon
dressed in a 7 foot dinosaur costume. We visited 
LEGOLAND's new Magical Forest attraction and it's what
dreams are made of. Police clear road after incident near
roundabout. 'Urgent' plan to transform borough's schools
given go ahead. Attempts to prevent War Memorial
relocation 'disingenuous'. Fears over parking rules at Tesco 
supermarket in Warfield. Bracknell announces new mayor.
Picture of the week: 'Super blood moon'. Bracknell and
Wokingham planning round-up. Footage shows abandoned
railway stations throughout Berkshire. Pictures show
abandoned ski slope as readers share memories. Platinum
Jubilee beacon locations in Berkshire: see the list. The
streets where five keyless cars have been stolen in just as
many days. Hospital warns patients to only attend A&E
department in a 'genuine emergency'. Thieves twarted after
multiple attempts to steal Ascot car. Local greyhound
dresses in style for Royal Ascot. Royal Ascot 2022: What
has been going on throughout the week? Plans approved to
build home on green belt land. Government plans to
criminalise rough sleeping 'won't help'. Got an event you
want to promote? New shop to replace unit in The Lexicon,
Bracknell. Picture of the Week - South Hill Park. Bracknell
and Wokingham weekly planning round-up. Most expensive,
busiest and trendiest areas in Bracknell to buy a house.
Bracknell school proposes new sixth form centre. New
fashion store opening in town centre very soon. Your
favourite memories of being a kid in Bracknell. Bracknell
pub re-opens after major £300K revamp. Got an event you
want to promote? Berkshire schools close due to heat wave.
What is missing from Bracknell town centre? Two new
giants to be unveiled at Bracknell Forest Festival. Bollard
installed in town to stop 'dangerous' pavement parking. The
most dangerous areas in Bracknell town centre. Two men
charged with burglary after gold stolen from home in Ascot.
Legoland hotel reopens today following weekend fire.
Restaurant hits back against two-out-of-five food hygiene
rating. Bracknell pubs readers have loved and lost. Motorists
could save hundreds on fuel costs by using a certain air-con
button. Lexicon gives update on Giggling Squid plan to open
in old McDonald's. Rise in local anti-depressant
prescriptions. Families enjoy fun and games at the Lexicon's
fifth birthday celebrations. Bracknell plan to squeeze three
homes on land one tenth the size of a football pitch. Most 
dangerous streets in Bracknell - mapped. Got at event you
want to promote? Here are the roads where speed cameras
are located in Bracknell. Got an event you want to
promote? Latest food hygiene rating's for cafes, pubs and 
restaurants. Tanker swallowed by sewer sink hole. Nostalgia
- Why did this pigeon that was found in Bracknell make
national headlines in 1973? Bracknell Forest house prices
rise by thousands - how much your home could be worth.
Huge 305-home development plan in Bracknell being 
considered. Look inside the multi-million pound eco-
friendly house in Brackell. Bracknell Nostalgia - When the 
town saw hundreds of people take part in youth magic show. 
Final stage of huge 750-home Warfield development plan to 
go ahead. Bracknell residents receive special message in
letter from King Charles III. Liz Truss resigns as Prime
Minister. Got an event you want to promote? Former
Peacocks store in fresh flats plan. Have your say on 'insane'
green-belt power plant plan. MAPPED: Bracknell Forest
sees sharp rise in crime over last year. See how Bracknell
has changed in 10 years with these Google Street View
images. Empty units that have now been filled in the
Lexicon. Fury at 'ugly' 5G plan next to much-loved 
recreation ground. Aldi customers told to 'run not walk'
to get new budget beauty products. Are you entitled to a 
fortune? Treasury reveals the unclaimed estates in 
Berkshire. Bracknell people still feel less satisfied than 
before coronavirus pandemic. Thousands expected to visit
LaplandUK as park joins with emergency services on safety
It's that time of year again! 'No brainer': Lexicon staff given
powers to confiscate alcohol and issue fines. REVEALED:
Have lives of Lexicon shoppers been improved by a
Conservative government? Grandad creates gingerbread
house with 29,000 lights for kids to post Santa letters. Got an
event you want to promote? Shop's we loved and lost in
Bracknell - and what has replaced them. Plans for 50 homes
in Warfield goes ahead depsite fears of creating 'ghetto'.


Panic, Attack! (22/12/22) - 
                                                                      *
Stop offering things        *                                         *
(just u, tho) 00:34, 00:52,
Ovrwhlmng patriarchal presence    *                 *
, no 2 ways , Guised by 'woke'
-  you  are  just  his  now  -                                      '\.
OR Matriarchal Nightmare. OR!! both.         *              );
Tues 01:22 You sent                                                ,/'
I'm sorry for all the time <3we<3 spent in X&X
Seeking solutions                                *                       *
To non-medical problems :: :: :: :: ::
While y o u hide in the clothing of a sheep          *
And tell them all 'Sit there on the sofa' and TALK
Nestling yourself into silent safety w strategic faux pas
Master Manipulation, Sterling Subterfuge,                     *
Stop offering me things              *
A, I f s f u ,                                      *                     *
A a l y . . .                *
Once and again it's okay to lose sleep, isn't it?
               To ask this quite a lot,                           *
01:22, 01:29, winds roar outside & 
feet are too long 4 th bed-length.                 *               *
How does anyone else stay in here?
It's not your fault, ofc.
Not for a lonnng time.          *           *
You sent                                                                    *
Wishing for this& that.     * 
You sent                                 *                        *
Not this or that though, no way.
(P)(o)(p)! hope for effect. Hope for effect. Hope for effect.
A long lunch, a poised mind. Armour. Amour, sawdust<3s.
Sometimes, if lucky, it is simply easy. That is an addictive 
bliss, & some,  addictions,  are,  good,  ones.
To replace the constanant 'h' with 'k'.          *                *
To attempt to get up before irrevocable disturbance.
To be irrevocably [D] i s t u r b e d .                       *
A decreasing battery-pack.b Your xyz, ah.
To be a better fathom-er.       *                      *            *
What antidotes have you got in urrr porcket? Arrows!
Throb throb throb (hurts). 02:39, A Horrific Age of
Cognitive Normativity. Fleeing to the Last Resort.  *
('On the radio, somebody said') -
Barnie! 07:10, 09:21, 17:24, 17:52, etc. *
dalmations. To do things as you want them. The pain of *
truly bad banality. The daggers of mind-numbing boredom,
2 b met with back hands or the Most Dismissive response 
eeeeeeghf. When the unhappy bat demands their fruit.      
V. annoying.    *                                          *
00:02, 09:37, Prey, 17:12, n/a, phew (maybe).
                                                *                 

Ice-cream shoes
(18/12/22) -

I seek and seek black vegan trainers
- Buffalo Adidas Kickers Superga
Dickies Reebok Puma even ASOS
Schuh why not Prada Gucci
or Argos even Boots-the-Chemist hey
Dysons or Smith's or Savers hey Tesco
right Premier Spar or MONA LISA -
To no avail
What a waste of time
But I need to clothe my feet
And don't want to hurt the animals
What to do.


Celebration Ghosts (7/11/22) -

Penny dreadfuls Thurs 10:34 You sent You sent You sent Metropoliz You sent Fri 11:39 You sent https://www.bracknellnews.co.uk/news/23099896.empty-units-now-filled-lexicon/?ref=ebln You sent Glittering fishing bait You sent Sesame snaps Fri 14:27 Sun 18:06, and 
Y Drenewydd
Cwmbran
Dolerw Park
Dafydd Llwyd 
Y Lolfa
     Thank you S / M / B
You sent
Honni
You sent
Honno
You sent
'working class life, with its bubbling world of
imprisoned talent' 1985 When Was Wales? (?)
You sent
Jameson, The Political Unconscious
Sun 18:43
You sent
(Narrative as a Socially Symbolic Act 1981)
You sent
Smog as a poisonous broth
You sent
'The Magic Fire' (red box)
You sent
'the fairies are very grounded'
You sent
Cwmbran
You sent
Gregynog as experimental concrete
You sent
At dusk, crespular cats
You sent
What's Your Favourite Jam?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78-BIk5rAzw
Half a donut with jam in, Jambie, Chocolate
donut in the book street, confetti donut tomorrow
You sent
Thank u
You sent
Corpse candles
You sent
Mood instead of plot
You sent
(with ' 's)
You sent
Clock tower was a fountain first
You sent
'We wrote hymns', 'waving mugs of beer'
You sent
'very tiny white teeth, like those of a kitten'
You sent
A bit of a renaissance man, if you can be
just a bit of a renaissance man
You sent
Yours is the only ocean
You sent
Silver
You sent
The colour of silver
You sent
X4 favourite talk
You sent
Chairs like eggs
You sent
Clips in another's hair
You sent
Illustrations outside of the packed-lunch
room
You sent
Wirt Sikes
You sent
Pixyland
You sent
Pixy-talk
You sent
People being supernatural
You sent
Black&white photos lilypads and
pathways, to write like that
You sent
With reddish bits
You sent
R. S. Thomas with his feet on the table
You sent
Mama's Baby (Papa's Maybe), isit?  Yes, 
giveaway!
You sent
Sinister resonance
You sent
Fox / drunken couple
You sent
Foghorns
You sent
Conversational remnants
You sent
Fadingly bigger words on slides
You sent
Avery Gordon, Ghostly Matters: Haunting
and Sociological Imagination
You sent
Alun Richards, Days of Absence / Someone
Out There
Denise Riley impersonal passion
David Toop, Sinister Resonance : : :  :  :   : 
You sent
To use 5 bibliographical items
You sent
Paperbacks from Hell
You sent
'I will show him', said Elizabeth Walters
You sent
NOW replacing the clock-face of Big Ben
You sent
A hill called dead woman, A hill with a
path like a vein
You sent
'Tourist gothic' - to not do this
You sent
Norman Shrapnel
You sent
A Tibetan Box
You sent
M.P. body-parts
You sent
(better now)
You sent
Hushaby Baby
You sent
Sin-eaters
You sent
'from the everyday to the ghost-thronged
past'
You sent
To bring together two speakers with questions
so skillfully
You sent
The thing that comes from the past and
disrupts the present
You sent
Chaotic Glamour, Puddle Chat
You sent
Audio-centrism
You sent
The weird as bobbing in the periphery
You sent
Liquorice
You sent
Carbon Gothica
You sent
Water-snake
You sent
To write to a mother, To write to a
grandmother, To write to a 'mother'
You sent
The Great Water Snake
You sent
Lashing rain, collapsing by ponds
Par-terre
You sent
The name Hugh_bear_
You sent
Fairy water snake !
You sent
'You'll drown; the dogfish will have you'
You sent
Lots of mist, 'PUBLIC/CYHOEDUSS'
You sent
Charms in wells
You sent
Curses in wells
You sent
Beneath the water an industrial landscape
You sent
Hanan Issa
You sent
Celebration
You sent
    Celebration  Ghosts    .


Personal Development Plan (3/11/22) - 

In a year's time I will achieve✿steel eyes instead of green
H air will be ✿  early-wisdom-silver,streaked  ✿  peach
I'll  ✿ have some gold teeth               And better socks ✿
Words  will  ✿  leave   the   m o u t h   like  pea-shooting ✿
Snap! Snap! Dazzle. Taser. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In a year's ✿ time I'd like to taser all the interlo✿cutors;To WIN. Out loud on paper. And n✿ever make others cups of ✿ tea.


Bathroom paintings (19/10/22) -
                                x
      x          Red lips            x
         on ur sweet canvas
 x             are closed              x
                          x
Drip, drop. Drip, drop.
I do not like your bathmat.   x 
But ! the trees are white ,
And their blossom flies
Falling like flies,           x
Into a river. The moon wells  x
                                             x
Phil Collins.       x
Is upon the Flixbus radio    x
His haunting twang...    x
                  x
Though                  x                x
The peanuts are nice
Bought from outside the  x 
Millennium Dome
Reminders of             x
Other      
Transport         x          x       x
Specifically,
                         _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . 
Hangman!                x
The Hanged Man
is a blessing. A mouth  x 
opens                           x
And it is okay. X


'Eve-ning reck-nings' (18/6/22) and 'Birming-gum 1 Lesta "Hottest Day of the Year" 13.22' (17/6/22) belong to Lumpen Issue 11 and can be found here:
























https://www.theclassworkproject.com/product-page/issue-011-lumpen.

'MONSTERS, or, An Insurrection Hymn' (22/11/22) belongs with a Toys in Places image from Bangor and to Lumpen Issue 12, found at the link below:
























https://www.theclassworkproject.com/product-page/issue-012-lumpen-monsters.


Further poems, e.g. 'Objects of Virtue', in absentia belong (collaboratively) to the House of Virtue (b.1/7/22) like so:





































and are private games.


Moon-fig, 23/9/21 –

                                               O            O
                                O                                           O
                 O                                           +                         O
                                                                    
        O                                                                         +             O
                              Pale moon glows
                              Harvest figs grow                       
  O                                                                            +                     O
                 +           Pale moon glows
                              Purple figs swell
O                                                             +                                        O
                     +       Star in the air            
                              Pearl-figs stare                             +  
 O              +                                                                                    O
                              Stair lift chair
                              Docks glare.                 +
      O                                                                  +                      O
                             +
              O                                                                         O
                            O                                               O
                                              O            O       


Dear Toys, 23/9/21 –

                                   o O        _ ,,
                                      o\ }    {/o
  __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ \o/ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __
I                                            I                                      I
I                                            I                                      I
I                                            I                                      I
I    Toys, dear Toys,                I                                      I
I    You are all so speechless.  I                                      I
I    Are you okay?                   I                                      I
I                                            I                                      I
I --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- + --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- I
I    Little drawn mouths -       I                                      I
I    Cutely silent,                    I                                      I
I    I am listening.                  I                                       I
I                                            I                                      I
I    Little toys, hear me:          I                                     I
I    I know you have lives         I                                     I
I    Beyond your lips like ribbons tied.                             I
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pt'l, 17/10/22 –

U.v.           p
Not one          E
Can tell the     .
                       . T
                     A    of 
                  l             events,
                      that's nice 
At 5.23(6) the train is much darker this month 
Thankfully, radiators dry clothes 
And kettles make:
A river is running down the hill
_Chink, chink_
To ode every tiny thing
Um, ulna
Brown shoe with stripes
Acquisitions, Leads
Squares and circles, disks
With no wish to escape
Hand knees, bees
Declaration; dalmations
The Earthly Realm, yay, and
Ah, it _is_ getting light now ~
Stars out of your window.

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SEA, 2/7/20 –
 

Voices voices voices voices
voices voices voices voices,
Clever brith broth frofth poetrie,
So many make prettiest poetry.

Out at sea, things wish wash up
(cosy 2 love and 2 hate 2 wash up):
Reinforced dental-floss shot-guns
Intricate orange Lace, A Veil –  
Boats.
Washed up hope
Washed up dreams
Roll up! Wash up!
Beyond, beyond, **.¤•°o. ¤O.•º ¤o.<3*
                                                    o
Where is the Love [?]        
Still !                                                  o
                                                          o
The water stirs;            
Who is stirring?                        o
I would like to be a stirrer.                o
Please, yes please, Sir,            
Can I please be a stirrer?             o
                                                o
Why a r e n ' t you crying?
                                                    o
Clevr words clever lost.       o
Things are too XYZ.                o
Who wants a cup of TEA?    o
                                              o
After the wretching C ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
where will we A B ? ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
    ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 


Dolphins, 23/8/19 –


o       o          o          o          o          o         o           o           o         o         o     
                                                                                                                    o
o                  
               What                                                                                            o  
  was your favourite colour
          When you were younger?
o                   (Younger, not ‘young’)                                                          o
                        What was the feeling you
                                   got when you wrote in it
o                                      or when you saw it                                              o
                                           and wore it?  - what a fancy - 
                                                 - the drip of Capital - 
                                                       drop ,  drop   ,  DROP !                        
                                                            I’m writing in blue pen    (that was
o                                                             in my blue bedroom  my colour)  o 
                                                                 Looking at the blue
o                                                                     wall-paper and                      o
                                                                         bed-sheets and
o                                                                           dolphins on
                                                                             photo-frames and            o
o                                                                              note-pads and
                                                                                    mag-nets.  
                                                                                     T l      a  n               o
o                                                                                 h   e     g      o   
                                                                                   e   a      a    w!           o
o                                                                                  yp          i n  
                                                                                                                     o
o                                                                                        <3          
                                                                                              <3                    o
o

o         o         o        o          o         o        o        o        o        o        o        o  o  



Knife Girl, 9/7/21 - 

Knife Angel 
_SINK_.
Stop
     stop
          stop.
Brain
brain
brain
      rain
      drops
      don't
      know
      what 
      you
      mean
      which
      of 
      course
      must
      accept.
      my
      (_my_)
      shivers
      are
      point-
      less,
      sh
      ou
      ld
      er
      s
don't
work.
'Knife Girl'. Get away. Rita Ackermann. Falkland Wars.
'Don't worry I'll fuck you tomorrow'.
Good old Playboy calendars. Good for you.
'Don't worry I'll fuck you tomorrow'.
'Don't worry I'll fuck you tomorrow'.
'You're ridiculous'. 
To hold someone back.
To save the world.
To be Cinderella.
To be ugly inside and out.
To be beautiful.
Give me the apples. I made the pearls.
Scant responses. Aesthetic Neglect.
A c c e p t  a l l  c h a n g e .
Signs in the toilets. Trickery. _POWER_.
To be hard. To be harder. To be hard.
To be without pictures. To be without paper.
Feather breath. Fraid fingers. Froze toez.


Hay-by-Tesco, 29/7/19 –
 
Husks yellow scatter the road
Your grip is strong                                    /
Over there, scraps of             \               -
lost hay get                                                  /
run over and over.                         ‘/   /-
At the grey roundabout               /,   /
I remember a different time     ‘     /,     ,
When may-blossom held a picnic      ,,
And nettles stung BARE FEET.          ,
Cold-flower dresses, forward.


Forget-Me-Knots, 19/7/19 –

A blue bullfinch                         O
Eats forget-me-nots,            O   o    O
They rattle                            O   O
As it rips the seeds.                   I
The dawn sun                            I        B
Lights up the trees;                   I
We stumble                          (\   I  /)
On a field of bees.                  (\I/)


Patios, 11/5/19 –
 
The patio was plastic
But ,  shadowed by leaves,
It felt rheal. I                  I
                    I                  I
                    I _________ I
The patio is now expensive stone.
I hate it b ecause it is not you.
U wash it brain-wash’dly.


Shallots, 4/9/18 –
 
The shallots
'Are they useable?'
Pale purple, lilac                         /\
Stars of acridity                           U
Ping
in Your direction

'Cut them thin,'
Arc-en-ciel lilac-curved-flecks
Beauty
and Digestion                              /\
come                                           U
close.

The shallots are like the lunula,
The crescent moons of your pearly
finger nails;
clean,                                                
washed,                                            
comfortable.
                                                   /\
Little                                           U
moon

You look down at your hands         
Sitting on your pressed bedding    
Soft, and puffing fresh laundry scent
As you sit down,
*puff!*
comfortable.                                /\
You’ve showered.                          U

You look down at the finger nails,
They are easy, domestic, safe.
Pale. Pathetic.

These shallots
Are for elsewhere
They are beautiful,                     /\
Causing tears,                             U
Not acrid
But endurance, x x .



Dancing in Croatia, 9/10/22 –
 
Dancing in Croatia,              û                         û                         û
You were a blue, bubbling pot;
They said how you smiled,                   û
Down the corridors. You must know now.           û
Dancing in Croatia,                    û   
Swinging, SWINGING! We performed
on the platform, with the palms,                  û                û
And in the queues, waiting for lasagne.
Encore!
It was bliss-full.                                                        û
Drip drop , rain.                    û        
They had silky blonde hair and drank at candle-lit tables
I did not understand a single thing
While they wore black neck-tops               û
When you buzzed your door and I was up the white lattice-box
on the levels, hiding, there was happiness and lostness, both.
Swinging, SWINGING. Escape –
Escaping was fun. Escaping forever ends in               û
nothing.                                      û  
Well, blue water in the glasses will refresh        û
As repetitions sequel through your poorly mind
And mine. All of the notes, all of the pages, to burn them only.
And lost silver.
Each word                      û                                û                   û
Of our
Tongues                                                                     û
Made lies                              û
Okay.                                                               û
Walking roads, 
Up the stairs,                                                               û
Concoctions,                    û
I am sorry, sorry sorry sorry sorry, I’m rich!       û
A breakdown over two sentences. How-To
Wrought iron, gates – gates, walls and stops,
Dreams, stops,                                                                  û
Fraught, knots,                      û
A black mountain with chiffon hotel-curtains,
S A N D    P A P E R, animal-lizards,                          û
A circle of tiny birthday candle-flames,
Too much trouble
Too much chaos              û                                   û
D i s c  o v  e r  i  e ! A sheer curse.                                       û
Take me in, the light is fading.
Where are the platforms.              û
Laurie Lee on steps of the Portico,                              û
Maram bears on envelope at shelf,
Knitting fake ties to fête celebrations,                û
with black eye-liner hearts on cheeks,             û           û
Schwepps bottles, safe hysteria, cafés
Lots of people, lots of knitting                      û
Good people, good knitting       APPLES, SNAKES,    û    û
Bottles. Lanes, . 30 . A big film dance hall and misery –
Ah! It was Rita Ackerman, You Can’t Get Me You Fucking Jerk (1994).
Sunglasses, quadrangles, roses, irony, accents.   û
Misery. Mirth. Mangles for the clothes (sinks, hands).
And Emely. Puff puff, perfume and powder. She’s got ur laundry.
A lot of make-believe. Occasional substance.
Colours. Quests. Not bad ones, too. Crackle,              û
Chink chink, rattle. Black smoke. To hold someone back.
I’d walked past a Winston Churchill, un-wrecked as yet now.
Keys of a rib-cage. Riddled reason. Blue toes. Hair arms.
Sanctuary.                          û                                         û
Let the rain wash the plates.                   û


1st white page, 10/5/19 –
 
It’s
Unbearably
 – Flower –
 Daunting
 – Moon –
 To write
 * White *
   On the
 FIRST PAGE ,
   So
   I’m writing on
    The Second.
   A t i s h e u w !

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